{"id":2070,"date":"2025-07-12T16:01:27","date_gmt":"2025-07-12T13:01:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/antalyapostasi.net\/?p=2070"},"modified":"2025-07-13T07:17:38","modified_gmt":"2025-07-13T04:17:38","slug":"insan-olmak","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/antalyapostasi.net\/index.php\/2025\/07\/12\/insan-olmak\/","title":{"rendered":"\u0130nsan Olmak"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>PTT m\u00fcfetti\u015fli\u011fi yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6nemde, PTT M\u00fcd\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc tefti\u015f etmesi gerekir. Daha \u00f6nceki yaz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131zdan, PTT m\u00fcd\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcn bir hastas\u0131n\u0131n oldu\u011funu hat\u0131rlar. Tefti\u015fe gitmeden \u00f6nce o yaz\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 bir kere daha g\u00f6zden ge\u00e7irir. Tefti\u015f sonucu, kasan\u0131n 25 lira a\u00e7\u0131k verdi\u011fini g\u00f6sterir. M\u00fcd\u00fcr k\u0131zar\u0131r, bozar\u0131r; ama s\u00f6yleyecek bir s\u00f6z de bulamaz. A\u00e7\u0131klamas\u0131 yoktur. Osman Nihat m\u00fcd\u00fcre: \u201cSay\u0131lmada hata yapm\u0131\u015f olabiliriz. Mal M\u00fcd\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc\u2019ni ara! Gel de, kasay\u0131 bir de o says\u0131n,\u201d der. M\u00fcd\u00fcr \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131r; ama \u00e7aresiz mal m\u00fcd\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc arar. Mal M\u00fcd\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 say\u0131mda para tamam \u00e7\u0131kar. Osman Nihat gider, tefti\u015fini tamamlar ve m\u00fcd\u00fcre te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederek ayr\u0131l\u0131r. M\u00fcd\u00fcr \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Bir \u015feyler demek ister, ama beceremez. Bir g\u00fcn, Osman Nihat, Ankara otob\u00fcs\u00fcnde yan\u0131nda arkada\u015f\u0131yla otururken, kar\u015f\u0131da bir mektup getirir. Mektup tefti\u015fte etti\u011fi m\u00fcd\u00fcrden. Mektubu g\u00f6zleri dolararak okur. Arkada\u015f\u0131 inanmaz: \u201cUlan k\u00f6t\u00fc bir sonu\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131ksayd\u0131, diye sorarlar: \u201cYok, yok! Mektubu oku!\u201d der. Mektupta \u015funlar yaz\u0131l\u0131d\u0131r: \u201cBen o g\u00fcn \u00e7ok mah\u00e7up oldum. Hasta \u00e7ocu\u011fum i\u00e7in ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m paray\u0131 kasaya koymam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m m\u0131, yoksa yanl\u0131\u015f m\u0131 sayd\u0131m? Ne olduysa oldu, ama ben sizin adaletiniz kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda mahvoldum. Siziz, yine de insanl\u0131k kabinizi duyar\u0131m almad\u0131 ki, bana mesele yapmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131n\u0131z. Bu y\u00fczden size minnettar\u0131m.\u201d Herkes duygulanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r, ustad\u0131 kutlayarak ayr\u0131l\u0131rlar. Ama ne yaz\u0131k ki, i\u00e7lerinden biri ustad\u0131, \u201cVefas\u0131zl\u0131kta ustam\u0131 etti ve soysuzlukta \u00e7akmak tuttu,\u201d diye \u015fikayet eder. Ust makam, \u00fcstat \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131r ve olaylar soru\u015fturur. \u00dcst\u00fcdan karakterinin bu liyakat ve inisiyatifi sahibi insanlar, soru\u015fturma gere\u011fi g\u00f6rmez ve konu kapan\u0131r. \u015eair ruhu incedir. \u00dcstelik o \u015fair de bir bestekarsa, o incelik katmerlenir. \u015eubat bu durumda \u00e7ok etkilenmi\u015ftir. Bir olay sonunda kendini araka araka arar. Yaln\u0131z kald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda Bak\u0131rk\u00f6y\u2019de her zaman gitti\u011fi, derenin kenar\u0131nda oturdu\u011fu yere gider. An\u0131lar eline bir k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t ve \u00f6der i\u00e7indekilerini: \u201cBir nimat daha var, o da olmak m\u0131 dersin?\u201d \u015eeyde can\u0131m, ne dersin? Vuslat\u0131n ba\u015fka alemi, Sen bir \u00f6mre bedelsin!\u201d S\u00fck\u00fbt etme nazar! Ya, beni memnun edersin. Vuslat\u0131n ba\u015fka \u00e2lemi, Sen bir \u00f6mre bedelsin. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck ki, ya da anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z gibi, bu bir a\u015fk yaz\u0131s\u0131, ya da ac\u0131 dolu bir a\u015fk\u0131n h\u00fcz\u00fcn verdi\u011fi \u015fairli de\u011fildir. Bir dost idi, bu dostluk, insanl\u0131k ni\u015f\u00e2nesidir. Bestek\u00e2r\u0131m\u0131z Osman Nihat. Sadece besteci, ozan \u015fair olarak, soydan zarafeti dolu bir aileden geliyor. Ahmet Rasim\u2019in torunudur. <strong>\u201cBU E\u015e\u0130KDE B\u0130R D\u00dcNYA\u201d, \u0130NANDI\u011eI \u0130NSANDAN MASUM\u0130YET\u0130 ZARAR G\u00d6RMES\u0130N D\u0130YE, SOYUNU \u00dcSTLENEN B\u0130R VARDIR;<\/strong> \u201cB\u0130R DUYARLILIKTAN GELEN NEZAKET\u201d DER. AMA DUYGULARINI \u00d6NCE SATIRLARA, SONRA BESTELERE, SONRA \u015eARKILARA G\u0130ZLER. O B\u0130R M\u00dcZ\u0130K ERK\u00c2R\u0130D\u0130R\u2026 ONDAN \u00d6NCE DE \u0130NSAN OLMAK\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>PTT m\u00fcfetti\u015fli\u011fi yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6nemde, PTT M\u00fcd\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc tefti\u015f etmesi gerekir. Daha \u00f6nceki yaz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131zdan, PTT m\u00fcd\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcn bir hastas\u0131n\u0131n oldu\u011funu hat\u0131rlar. Tefti\u015fe gitmeden \u00f6nce o yaz\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 bir kere daha g\u00f6zden ge\u00e7irir. Tefti\u015f sonucu, kasan\u0131n 25 lira a\u00e7\u0131k verdi\u011fini g\u00f6sterir. M\u00fcd\u00fcr k\u0131zar\u0131r, bozar\u0131r; ama s\u00f6yleyecek bir s\u00f6z de bulamaz. A\u00e7\u0131klamas\u0131 yoktur. Osman Nihat m\u00fcd\u00fcre: \u201cSay\u0131lmada hata yapm\u0131\u015f olabiliriz. Mal [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":908,"featured_media":2071,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[12],"tags":[326,334,333],"class_list":["post-2070","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kose-yazilari","tag-erol-toker","tag-insan-olmak","tag-ptt"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/antalyapostasi.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2070","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/antalyapostasi.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/antalyapostasi.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/antalyapostasi.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/908"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/antalyapostasi.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2070"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/antalyapostasi.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2070\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2072,"href":"https:\/\/antalyapostasi.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2070\/revisions\/2072"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/antalyapostasi.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2071"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/antalyapostasi.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2070"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/antalyapostasi.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2070"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/antalyapostasi.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2070"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}